I never thought I’d see him again. Not after all these years. Not after he’d saved my life that night in the blizzard and disappeared without a trace. But here he was, sitting in an underground station with his hand outstretched for change. The man who had once saved me now needed saving himself.
For a while I just stood there looking at him.
It reminded me of that very day. Of the bitter cold, of my tiny frozen fingers and the warmth of his rough hands guiding me to safety.
For years I’d wondered who he was, where he’d disappeared to, and if he was even alive.
And now fate has put him right in front of me again. But will I be able to help him the way he once helped me?
I don’t have many memories of my parents, but I remember their faces.
I distinctly remember the warmth of my mum’s smile and the strength of my dad’s hands. I also remember the night everything changed.
The night I found out they weren’t coming back.
I was only five years old when they died in a car crash, and at the time I didn’t even fully understand what death was. I waited by the window for days, sure that they would walk through the door at any moment. But they never came in.
Soon my reality became the foster care system.
I darted through shelters, group homes, temporary families, finding nowhere to belong.
Some foster parents were kind, some were indifferent, and some were downright cruel. But no matter where I ended up, one thing remained the same.
I was alone.
Back then, school was my only salvation.
I buried myself in my textbooks, determined to build a future for myself. I worked harder than anyone else, overcoming loneliness and insecurity. And it paid off.
I earned a college grant, then worked my way through medical school and eventually became a surgeon.
Now, at 38 years old, I’m living the life I fought for. I spend long hours in the hospital, performing life-saving surgeries and barely stopping to catch my breath.
It’s exhausting, but I love it.
Sometimes in the evenings, walking through my posh flat, I think about how proud my parents would be of me. I wish they could see me now, standing in the operating theatre making a difference in the world.
But there is one memory from my childhood that never fades.
I was eight years old when I got lost in the woods.
There was a terrible blizzard, the kind that blinds you and makes all directions look the same. I wandered too far from the shelter I was staying at.
And before I knew it, I was all alone.
I remember screaming for help. My little hands were stiff with cold, and my coat was too thin to protect me. I was terrified.
And then…there he was.
I saw a man wrapped in layers of tattered clothing. His beard was flecked with snow, and his blue eyes were full of worry.
When he saw me, shivering and frightened, he immediately picked me up in his arms.
I remember how he carried me through the storm, sheltering me from the strong wind. How he spent his last few dollars to buy me hot tea and a sandwich at a roadside café. How he called the police and made sure I was safe and then disappeared into the night without ever thanking me.
That was 30 years ago.
I never saw him again.
Until today.
The underground was in its usual chaos.
People were rushing to work and a street musician was playing in the corner. I was exhausted after a long shift and deep in thought when my gaze fell on him.
At first I didn’t realise why he looked familiar to me. His face was hidden under a grey beard and he was dressed in tattered clothes. His shoulders were slumped forward, as if life had worn him down.
As I walked towards him, my gaze fell on something very familiar.
A tattoo on his forearm.
It was a small, faded anchor that immediately reminded me of the day I got lost in the woods.
I looked at the tattoo, then at the man’s face, trying to remember if it was really him. The only way to be sure was to talk to him. So I did.
‘Is it really you? Mark?’
He looked up at me, trying to study my face. I knew he wouldn’t recognise me because I was just a kid the last time he saw me.
I swallowed hard, trying to contain my emotions. ‘You saved me. Thirty years ago. I was eight years old, lost in the snow. You carried me to safety.’
At that moment his eyes widened with recognition.
‘The little girl…,’ he said. ‘In the storm?’
I nodded. ‘Yes. That was me.’
Mark chuckled softly and shook his head. ‘I didn’t think I’d ever see you again.’
I sat down next to him on the cold underground bench.
‘I never forgot what you did for me.’ I hesitated before asking, ‘Have you…lived like this all these years?’
He didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he scratched his beard and turned away. ‘Life can knock you out. Some people rise up. Some don’t.’
At that moment, my heart dropped. I knew I couldn’t just walk away.
‘Come with me,’ I said. ‘Let me buy you a meal. Please.’
He hesitated, his pride preventing him from agreeing, but I didn’t take no for an answer.
In the end, he nodded.
We walked into a small pizzeria nearby, and from the way he ate, I realised he hadn’t had a proper meal in a long time. I held back tears as I watched him. No one should have to live like that, especially someone who once gave everything to help a lost little girl.
After dinner, I took him to a clothing shop and bought him some warm clothes. He protested at first, but I insisted.
‘It’s the least I can do for you,’ I told him.
He finally agreed, ran his hand over his coat as if he’d forgotten what warmth was.
But I wasn’t done helping him yet.
I drove him to a small motel on the outskirts of town and got him a room.
‘Just for a while,’ I assured him when he hesitated. ‘You deserve a warm bed and a hot shower, Mark.’
He looked at me with something I couldn’t understand. I think it was gratitude. Or maybe disbelief.
‘You don’t have to do all that, kid,’ he said.
‘I know,’ I said softly. ‘But I want to.’
The next morning I met Mark outside the motel.
His hair was still damp from his shower, and he looked like a completely different person in his new clothes.
‘I want to help you get back on your feet,’ I said. ‘We can get your papers reinstated, find you a place to live long-term. I can help.’
Mark smiled, but there was sadness in his eyes. ‘I appreciate that, kid. Appreciate it a lot. But I don’t have much time left.’
I frowned. ‘What do you mean?’
He exhaled slowly, looking outside. ‘The doctors say my heart is failing. There’s not much they can do. I can feel it too. I won’t last much longer.’
‘No. There must be something…’
He shook his head. ‘I’m resigned to it.’
Then he smiled at me. ‘There’s just one thing I’d like to do before I go. I want to see the ocean one last time.’
‘Okay,’ I managed to say. ‘I’ll take you. We’ll go tomorrow, okay?’
It was about 350 miles to the ocean, so I had to take the day off from the hospital. I asked Mark to come to my place the next day so we could drive there together, and he agreed.
But just as we were about to leave, my phone rang.
It was the hospital.
‘Sophia, we need you,’ my colleague said urgently. ‘A young girl has just been admitted. Severe internal bleeding. We don’t have another surgeon available.’
I looked at Mark as I finished speaking.
‘I-’ My voice trailed off. ‘I have to go.’
Mark nodded understandingly. ‘Of course you need to. Go save that girl. That’s what you’re supposed to do.’
‘I’m sorry,’ I said. ‘But we’ll go anyway, I promise.’
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He smiled. ‘I know, baby.’
I rushed to the hospital. The surgery was long and gruelling, but it was a success. The little girl had survived. I should have been relieved, but all I could think about was Mark.
As soon as I was done, I drove straight back to the motel. My hands shook as I knocked on his door.
There was no answer.
I knocked again.
Still nothing.
I asked the motel clerk to unlock the door, and a wistful feeling settled in my stomach.
When it opened, my heart shattered.
Mark was lying on the bed, his eyes closed, his face calm. He was gone.
I stood there, unable to move. I couldn’t believe he was gone.
I had promised to take him to the ocean. I promised.
But I was too late.
‘I’m so sorry,’ I whispered as tears ran down my cheeks. ‘I’m so sorry I was late…’
I never got to take Mark to the ocean, but I made sure he was buried on the shore.
He is gone from my life forever, but he taught me one thing – to be kind. His kindness saved my life 30 years ago, and now I carry it with me.
In every patient I treat, every stranger I help, and every problem I try to solve, I carry Mark’s kindness with me, hoping to give others the same compassion he once showed me.
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